Author Archives: serenitynowbitches

18 months

Since I got sober I: Got a divorce Transitioned my two beautiful little girls into a new family structure Got a job Got laid off Got that job back Moved to a tiny apartment with nothing Relied on family and … Continue reading

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more self-encouragement

I pride myself on being me. I am a beautful, intelligent woman who has my shit TOGETHER despite being dealt some hardships. I saw my way through them with my head held high and I am a stronger person for … Continue reading

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the power of positive thinking

Some thoughts: I am extremely intelligent, accomplished and successful. I am smart with money and financially stable. I am an excellent mother with healthy, happy, bright daughters. My past does not define me. I have made mistakes but I have … Continue reading

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more runnning

Only pulled off a mile today. I feel yucky. I ate too many jelly beans. There is no food in this house. The end.

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No flock of seagulls references here.

So I ran. 2.5 miles. And I feel pretty badass. Also hungry.

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Changes

This whole blog, my whole offline journal, has been focused on relationships, on men, on what I think is missing. And today I find myself in absolute mourning over the dissolution of my marriage. I think I’m ready to actually … Continue reading

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Not quite epic, but…

Going to start running. I have 4 days each week where I can carve out time to run without worrying about childcare. I’m doing it. The end. But not the end, as I also made a brightly colored daily to … Continue reading

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what’s next?

I broke up with the adorable boyfriend. I felt like I was suffocating and he had REALLY bad taste in music. And couldn’t pay his utility bills for fuck’s sake. I mean COME ON. WE ARE GROWNUPS OVER HERE. And … Continue reading

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and I’m panicking again.

I switched from my regular phone contract to a prepaid phone. Which sucks. My messages aren’t sending and I’m grumpy and I’ve nearly made about a billion impulse purchases in a desperate attempt to make myself feel better about this … Continue reading

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inventory

Something feels not quite right about the new boyfriend. I need to inventory the situation. I was going to do it here, but I think I’ll reserve it for a more private setting. I wish I were craftier and more … Continue reading

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