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what’s next?

I broke up with the adorable boyfriend. I felt like I was suffocating and he had REALLY bad taste in music. And couldn’t pay his utility bills for fuck’s sake. I mean COME ON. WE ARE GROWNUPS OVER HERE. And … Continue reading

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and I’m panicking again.

I switched from my regular phone contract to a prepaid phone. Which sucks. My messages aren’t sending and I’m grumpy and I’ve nearly made about a billion impulse purchases in a desperate attempt to make myself feel better about this … Continue reading

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inventory

Something feels not quite right about the new boyfriend. I need to inventory the situation. I was going to do it here, but I think I’ll reserve it for a more private setting. I wish I were craftier and more … Continue reading

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waiting for chaos…

Things are good. Really good. The sponsor breakup went smoothly, no bridges burned. I am excited about my new sponsor who is such a happy, positive woman, so excited about sobriety. I find her 12th step work admirable and I … Continue reading

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Changes

New phone, new boyfriend, new home group, new sponsor. Is it really fair to put the phone on this list? My life is changing, my recovery was stagnating. I don’t want to use this space to take the inventory of … Continue reading

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I want to be here…

… to reach out to other single moms. To reach out to women who are early in sobriety. To reach out to anyone who feels like they’re struggling even if from the outside things look pretty okay. Sometimes we need … Continue reading

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consistency

Reading this post reminded me how essential it is to be consistent, even if it’s for no one but myself. I am in a huge transition period right now with working on my recovery and embracing new things that are … Continue reading

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