… when I got asked out to dinner just now. But said dinner invitation was as such: “I AM NOT MAKING A PASS AT YOU but would you like to get something to eat sometime?” How could I say no to that?
I can stop being anxious about the crush, he has become the un-crush as he doesn’t want to be in a relationship right now. Which is fine. I don’t NEED to be in a relationship right now and the fact that I want to? Straight up character defects and fear of loneliness acting up like crazy.
Of course he still wants to be “friends,” and he was calling me all the time and flirting with me because he enjoys my company and wants to be “friends.” Stellar. Men are so stupid.
So I have a tentative one of these days dinner plan with a fellow AA with whom I have a lot in common as far as career so we have a lot to talk about. I can already hear my sponsor yelling at me…